Friday, September 23, 2005

Mummification

Listening to : Sobakasu, Judy & Mary from Rurouni Kenshin

Semalam adalah antara hari yang paling interesting since I work at my current workplace.
We had a mummy wrapping contest. Which was originally my idea I might add *smiles proudly*
But it was the whole team effort which was great. Despite having high queue this week, we managed to pull it off quite well. The managers were very happy with the result.
It was pretty apt, simple fun, simple preparation but pacts a whole load of fun and amuses the spectators who bothers to gather around to watch 19 different mummies standing on the stage. The wrapping itself which we designated should be done in 5 mins with 3 toilet rolls was fun to watch. They were haphazard simply said. Its also great to see that some team came prepared with accessories. One team prepared a rasta looking made out of toilet paper. One brought a kingly crown and a katana O_o which I'm not really sure if its real or not. This other guy did the whole samping songkok thing which I thought a bit too dressy :P Today, we will give out the prizes during Friday Highlight. Although we are still having some issues reg the certs that we are planning to give to the contestants, I think we pull it off quite well. Hopefully today the certs issue can be settled and the prize giving can run as smoothly.

Later that night, we also had 2 people for the new team that will be the future addition in our dept. They were just sitting in to listen to the calls we make. One of them sat with me and listened to a call I made. The background was noisy but I could hear the customer well enough but he thought everything sounded so noisy and its amazing that I could make out what the customer said. Considering that I've done this for over six months now, I quite understand his reaction. It was daunting for me too back then. I could hardly understand what the customers were saying back then. But I guess doing the same thing for six months does do wonders to your brain. You just developed the skill and you just get used to it. However, I wouldn't say it was a smooth learning thing. There were ups and downs, getting angry customer, complaints, and customers who prefer to speak to their fellow countrymen instead of us. But then again, you also get really nice customers who were gracious, grateful, thankful for all the help you have given. Even now, six months down the road, you still get the ups and downs. Part of the job.
Well.. that job I will go to in two hours time. I should be doing this entry last night but I was too tired when I got home, so I went straight to bed.

Okes, the theme for today is.... FLOWER POWER!!! heh.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Chapter 195

I love manga, anime, movies, drama... anything to do with high school. I dunno why. Maybe because my high school time was shitty, so to overcompensate, I watch those kinda stuff... Pathetic.

Anyhow, I've read Bleach chapter 195. Makes me one happy fan girl. :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Virgin or not?

Setiap hari, bila waktu camni aku rasakan, mesti ada wrestling WWE kat tv. Pening kepala aku...

Aku juga sedang mendownload chapter 194 manga bleach. Setiap chapter takes about an hour. So, sementara mendownload ingatkan nak bermain main di forum Bleach kegemaranku itu, tetapi tempat yang aku rajin post tu telah di rampage oleh seorang budak terencat dari Malaysia. He is just mental, the posts are dumb and he does not follow the designated ways of how certain posts should be posted. So, malas nak duduk situ, tengok sumer thread nama dia. Mental schizo yang mengganggu ketenteraman... I wonder when the Mods will kick his ass out of the forum...

*sigh*

Nak dengar lawak tak. Camni, hari tu, aku call this bank in U* which offers credit cards and one of its cards was called Virgin... a customer of mine had a payment that did not go through so I had to call this other bank, the number is a general number so it was brought to the automated system which goes like this.

Hello, welcome to Virgin cards.

If you are a Virgin customer, please, press one.

If you are not a Virgin customer, please, press two.

Ok, itulah lawaknya... if you get it lah. Guess what I had to press? :P

Oh, download sudah mencecah 80%... hehehe approx 1 hour each d/l I said. I am multitasking, so it will take a little longer I think this time.

Alamak, dah kuar Mango TV, kena tutup tv dah. Nak tengok bleach cam malas.... nak tengok tenjho tenge pun malas... seh... tak yah tengok pape, just offkan tv.

Gnite.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Menulis

Aku tidak boleh menulis sebuah cerita merapu tanpa mendengar lagu.

Aku ni taklah best orangnya. Tapi aku minat menulis. Its a way to put things in my head on paper. Or in this case on computer document. When I read a good book, it makes me feel, man, I want to write as good as that. But then again, I am not always so filled with idea. Furthermore, I'm lazy heheheh.

Writing I think needs a lot of research, unless you are writing something you know a lot. Considering my less than interesting life, I need to do a lot of research, which makes it tough.

Being a hopeless romantic (ppl in real life will never believe this, so holding a knife on detto mouth to shut her up) most of my themes are about LOVE. (terbanyak baca mills & boons and harlequin romance dendulu kah kah) and with love, about sacrifices.

Not necessarily love between lovers, but love between sibs and family, between friends, and what you have to go through because of love. I think its very universal... everybody can relate to that.

I also like to write about impossible love. Something like Romeo and Juliet with a more twisted twist like that. Something that is just plain wrong, so damn wrong but they went through with it, knowing full well but heedless of the consequences which came from a reckless side of me... which will never be in real life. O_o

So, easy way out for me is to write fanfiction. Ready made settings and characters. You just need to know the actual story enough and then spin your own, either where the actual story left off, or during, or maybe 10, 20 years later... or even if you are creative enough, in a completely different world.

Its like instant soup. Just add water.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Kisah Bapak

Aku dapat email dari abang aku yang tua tu yang memang suka forward mengforward. Dapat satu yang sangat menyayat hati. Entahlah. Teringatkan arwah ayah aku, sesakit sakit dia, dia meninggal dengan kitorang kat keliling dia. Syukur kepada Allah. Tapi kalau citer yang abang aku forward ni, memang sedih.

2-3 hari lepas merdeka hari tu, ada abang kerja forensik ni dapat call pasal possible murder case. Pasal ada bau busuk datang dari rumah ni. Tapi bila pegi takde signs of struggle tapi for sure ada bau mayat busuk emitting from the house. Pecah masuk, tengok ada mayat atas couch buruk dah kena hurung dek langau. Dah bertukar warna, muka dah hancur. Gambar dia, Masyaallah. Tak sanggup membayangkan orang yang kau sayang jadi macam tu. Nasib baik aku pernah tengok cerita National Geographic pasal Body Farm (but that's another story)

Pastu siasat punya siasat, pakcik ni dah berumur pertengahan 70an dah. Ada 5 anak dan isteri. Masa hari merdeka tu, anak dia balik, ambik mak dia bawak jalan jalan kat KL. Bapak tak ikut. Tup tup, pasal sakit, bapak expire atas couch buruk tu. Tau tau sampai lah bau tersebar kat sekitar rumah. Polis datang, dah berulat rulat. Macam beras kena tabur atas mayat dek banyaknya. Bungkus, bawak pegi bilik mayat spital.

Panggil anak anak nak cam body, sorang pun tak sanggup kecuali si bongsu dengan husband dia yang last last pengsan menengokkan mayat ayah yang begitu menyedihkan.

Orang kata yang terjadi tu pasti ada sebab dan hikmah disebaliknya. Manalah tau si arwah bapak ni dulu ada buat salah ke apa ke, mati dalam keadaan sunyi dan sendirian pastu dengan cara yang menyedihkan. Tapikan... anak yang berlima tu, kenapa sanggup neglect bapak yang nyata tua sengsorang macam tu? Aku doa aku tak jadi macam anak anak arwah ni.

Ayat 10 orang anak mak ayah boleh jaga, tapi belum tentu 10 orang anak boleh jaga mak ayah tu sentiasa aku pegang. Tu pasal bila ada apa apa melibatkan mak aku, aku memang sensitif. Kalau boleh aku nak jaga dia sebaik boleh. Janji aku dalam hati takkan tinggalkan dia sendiri. So, tak kesah aku pegi mana aku akan bawak dia sekali.

Maka, sayangilah ibu bapa kita. Tak kesahlah tak best macam mana pun diorang. Hidup nikmat kat dunia ni tak mungkin kita kecapi tanpa diorang. Sayang sayangkanlah yang masih ada, doa-doakanlah yang telah pergi.

Selamat Malam.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Apa kau buat hah?

Tak buat apa... kena penyakit lama. Bersidai kat bleach portal punya forum. freezeman tak burn dvd aku lagi... tension.

ngantuk dan lapar... tidolah, esok baru makan

Saturday, September 10, 2005


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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

Deleted

Benci. Dan kalau boleh aku nak kau mati. So, bila kau mati, kau takkan sakitkan hati aku dengan ibu lagi. So, aku tak perlu rasa terperangkap tinggal serumah dengan engkau. Engkau yang cakap tak berlapik. Yang terasa diri dah bagus pasal kau sembahyang tunggang tunggek. Tapi kau lupa apa yang kau buat, apa yang kau cakap mengecilkan hati ibu, so sekarang apa hukumnya? Which come first? Kau rasa boleh masuk syurga bila kau terlalu mengecilkan hati ibu? Dah banyak kali ditegur, kau insist kau betul. Fine, fine, go to hell. No, really. Go to hell, literally. Because you will not learn. Too dumb, too stupid. I wonder sometimes whatever up there where there is suppose to be your brain. Your logic astounds me sometimes. If you fucking hate it so much. Easy way out, move out! Don't keep sending me this stupid messages as if I am your freaking messenger. Because FYI, I don't relay your fucking messages anywhere, it goes to my 'delete' button. Because that is where is should be, deleted. Because that is what YOU should be... deleted.