Pecah

Sesuatu yang sangat bodoh telah berlaku. Hugo boss ku tiba tiba pecah botolnya. I am saddened.

Wangi dan makan

Dapat Hugo Boss dengan Clinique Happy akhirnya. 125 ml both, the biggest I can afford. I have pledged to smell great for as long as I can afford. Next in my list are Davidoff Cool Water, Elizabeth Arden Green Tea, DKNY Be Delicious dan banyak lagi.

Berjaya blah half day from ofis. Tu pun extra 45 minute. Pastu balik rumah hantar me mom balik, pastu pegi Puchong jemput askar kecik. Pastu pegi Jusco, makan Sushi King, beli botol air ngan 2009 planner. Nak jadi lebih organise tahun ni and drink more water. Dah balik rumah, me mom masak beriani! Gila kau. Makan lagi dengan chicken korma ugh! Mampos! Lepas makan sushi dengan soba, makan lagi nasik beriani! Sedapnya pulak lemak dia sepoi sepoi bahasa. Tak paham aku apa mak aku masuk boleh jadi sedap cenggitu. Bila nasik dah sampai ke idung, pegi pulak pasar malam. Beli lagi jagung kukus, GAH! Fuiyo! Patutlah aku gemuk!

Firecracker

My sister is bigger than life. A little over the top,with a big heart and utterly funny. She also has low tolerance for sudden loud noises. Case in point, while driving out of Mc D, firecracker popped out of nowhere. Its quite loud, naturally for a firecracker. My sister who was driving must be extremely surprised because she gave this gawdawful scream which sounds like a cross of an angry banshee and a mating walrus. Loud enough that 2 unsuspecting bystanders shitted in their pants I bet with the way of their reactions. Reducing two grown men to weak hearted school girls is indeed a feat! It is super funny too.

New year 2009

Ingat nak apply leave esok tapi nampaknya gagal kerna ada keparat tak reti nak kesian kat aku. Macam2 alasan dia kasi. Tensiun betol. Aku dah cakap kat boss aku, dia ok dah bagi aku cuti tapi pasal mangkok tu tak dapat nak datang esok, aku kena kerja. Aku ingat nak pegi awal esok, pukul 12, balik pukul 4. Mintak tak banyak gangguan sangat so dapat balik on time. Dapat half day je nampaknya.

Makan di Mc Donald lagi

Makan double prosperity lagi. Kali ke 4 sejak launched. Aku rasa it shall be my last. I love beef. Tapi udahler for now. Ugh! Nak muntah. Prut boroi.

Tamat... or is it?

Bound to happen. Blogger is fun and challenging, HAHA. I'm just pretty lazy so I decided to move back to Diaryland. My old home. So... get clicking.... 

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21 July 2009. I decided to import the old blog into the new one. I am back on blogger. I think one blog should be enough for now. :D 

Blogthings Part 1

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry. At work and school, you do best when your analyzing. When you love someone, you tend to be very giving. In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out. Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry. You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are A Walnut Tree

You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 62%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

You are 67% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

You Are Ruby Red

You are warm and inviting - yet a little wild and outrageous. Well aware that you have a dual personality, you work it as much as you can! You like for people to be comfortable around you, but not at the expense of you stealing the limelight. Popular and well known, you make friends easily. You have your big personality to thank for that.

What Color Red Are You?

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Monologue

I am scared that I might not be doing a good job

You are just assisting customers, just follow the book and use your judgement.

I am feeling that my productivity has plumetted. Most prevalent this week.

Pull yourself together! And concentrate on doing what is right!

I am also feeling too confident about something.

Its not confirmed yet, do not get worked up. It be so embarassing if it does not work out.

I might die sooner than the average Jane

Its not the destination but the journey. While you are at it, take your meds, climb those stairs and watch your food.

I lost 35 kg in the span of 4 months.

Keep on climbing those stairs.

I have been talking nonsense since Monday. I always feel the great need to make jokes and make a fool out of myself.

There is no importance of making a fool of yourself every living seconds. Just be yourself.

I feel stupid.

Yeah, you are not the cleverest person and so is 99.99% of the populations.

I am saying goodbye to my object of unrequited love

About time!

I like another guy in a most casual way and he is not in my team.

No pressure, so yeay!

New Old Life!

Thinking about new old life :D and him...

I just finished cleaning up my stuff and the 3rd room which I have adopted as my own for the past 4 months.

From tomorrow on, I will be shifting back to the family's home. Somehow right now I feel hopeful and at the same time sad that I will leave this side of life and goes to the next. I cleaned up the family's home last friday - not to the most extreme cleanliness but acceptably clean. It was quite a hard work! I haven't managed to clean the fridge which I know will upset my sister when she comes back tomorrow. But at least, I managed to dust all three big fans so at least they be coming back to a faster running fans ~ cleaner breeze :D

My brother might not be able to come with me to pick my mom, sister and Tehah. Considering that they are flying at night, I am not so hot with the idea of finding my way to LCC on my own. I do believe that they will land there but I need to confirm again with my sister.

I really can't wait to see them. I miss my sister, my mom and tehah very much. Hard to believe but its true. On Sunday I might take them to my sis in law hometown to visit her and the new baby. And if things work out I will take them either to KLCC or Midvalley on Monday.

Somehow, I feel like I will miss my brother's house. My brother and sis in law been great. No such nightmare story like what my mom had to go through in her own chapter of life. I pretty much become a free loader here, but hey I still pay the bills over at the family home where my other brother still lives, pretty much free loading over free loading.

I really like it here. Away from the big clutter of life, not to mention Astro and wireless streamyx connection which always been great. I know I hardly update this blog while I'm here but heck that shows I was really having a ball that I don't feel like going online that much hehe.

I am trying to give out a happy mood about this last update before I head back home. But I can't deny that I do feel sad... I even said goodbye to my 'room'

And guess what, the object of my unrequited love (omul) is also on a long holiday next week. After that I will be on my core leave, which means I am will not be seeing him for 2 weeks! Somehow that managed to make me feel even sadder.

Moving back and not seeing him for 2 weeks do make me feel quite melancholic about the whole thing. Such timing!

Ok, so off the tangent, I am still feeling what I am feeling the past year towards him. *sigh* he need to get hitched for me to outgrow this very teenagerish feeling I'm having :P *sigh* I kept telling myself that whatever it is, its just a phase and it should not be taken seriously but dang after a while I still feel the same way towards him. These days I do think it is getting a bit frighteningly out of hand because I'm starting to feel jealous which is really stupid because he is such a public property!

And sometimes I do feel upset towards this certain someone who knows how I feel towards him. I dunno why but I feel that somehow she feels the same way I feel towards him so there is a silent competition or something going on...

Which is really stupid, I know :p Hopefully, my sister would want to listen to me rambling about this further so I can just get it out of my system :P

Now. Been great staying here. But as they put it home is where heart this, so that means wherever my family is. :D

It is going to be a LONG day tomorrow. I need to do maybe at least 2 trips to get my stuff into my car... haha my last work out! Maybe I'll need to get a thank you card and some cleaning agent over at Giant. I wanna do some more cleaning. Mainly the dishes that been sitting untouch for 4 months and the bath and toilet looks like need some lovin' too! Maybe I even cook! O_o haha don't get yer hope up.. plain ol' sardin, vege and telur dadar... hehe just in case they come home hungry tomorrow.

Its half past two now. I think I wanna watch some tv and let myself fall asleep on the sofa and try to wake up on time tomorrow :P

Tired

Yes, I know the images are not showing...

Tired.. I am just so mentally tired today. Work is, as usual : sucks. Sucks to the very core. Sucking my soul dry and clean. I don't know how long I can take to keep on doing this. Been doing it for over a year now. I wonder if I can hang on for another year.

Imagine waking up to another day knowing that you will be handling the same old shit that you hate. Well, actually more like same old shit that you are scared of. Yes, my job scares me. It scary when I need to make contact with the customers. Things go fine 70% of the time. The rest will lead to either a mental meltdown or a screaming rampage once you wrapped the call. And it could be due to being treated like a second grade human from 3rd world country or a punch bag where they let out their anger on you when the system let them down.

I prefer the punching bag bit. At least I can justify how they feel as I put myself in their shoes.

I can't really get the second grade human bit. Apparently because you are from the wrong side of the hemisphere seems to make you less... I don't know... human?

And usually this would make me most depressed about the shit I do. You would say that go to hell what they think but that is what exactly I already told myself but it still bugs me.

Since I feel like ranting I refused to analyze further about whatever perspective the situation involves. I want to be mad, upset, angry about it. Because when I want to try to 'justify' it, I will feel so bottled up, I could literally explode!

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*sigh*

When I got really upset about work, I got deflated. Like a punctured tyre. Like what happened today :(