Since then what happenend, what happend!

Dah cuba update dengan N80 dua, lapan, lima belas kali tapi for some reason tak publish and such poignant thoughts too, all gone in smoke!!! Guess where I am at the moment? At workplace. This place got its own so called internet kiosk since us slaves here cannot do it at the comfort of our work zone, but its fine anyhow.

I bet me mom will call anytime soon asking me when I am coming back, heck, she should be worried see. Its 3.00 am on a Friday night. I have a few shitty things outstanding waiting for me on Monday as well so I don't exactly feel my best about this weekend but at least its a weekend where my salary is out on so it is not all bad.

I have billion of plans tomorrow. Namely getting mom new haircut, treating her to Pizza Hut (she don't really like pizza but she saw the ad the other day for some chinese new year special and thought it looks good. I also need to get myself a new handbag. Me unlike most female species that loves to collect that appendages they call their handbags will only buy them out of necessity. The current one I have now is falling apart. I got this for RM70 on a sale, otherwise it be RM140 and by my low standard that pretty pricey.... but I guess being in service full time for 1 year is a job well done for a handbag which is not made out of leather.

I also need to get myself a scale.

Oh, you didn't know? I am on a... dare I say? *whisper* diet *whisper*

I don't if I lost any but I feel spaces in my pants and shirts so I guess that is good and my pot belly has reduced in it's largeness which something I should celebrate and the best part is, I LOVE WALKING. I haven't graduated to the next brisk walk yet, I just walk... as much as I can and its always fun. I walk at the park, I walk to my car, I walk when I can since I am a lazy bum. But I hate climbing stairs. Tried that today to my 2nd floor office and I lost my life somewhere on the 1st floor. Of course I exxagerate (how do you spellit?) but you get the gist.

Anyhow, yes I need a scale something that can go over 100 kilos because I still have a long way to go. The doctor said I will need 2 years if I consistently lose weight every month and that should give you the idea how heavy I am. I basically carry 2 of me right now so I am that genourmous.

Enough of my weight.

I also need to get colour pencil for Fatihah. I think I might to get like 3 every month or something because perhaps she eats it at school. And mom mentioned about the sole of her favourite sandals wearing thin? Huhuhu

Talking about sandals, I went to Morib like I would usually do from time to time because I like to eat there and the long drive is always fun. They would have this market like place there as well so I bought myself the selipar jepun for RM10 each so I got 2. The point of the story is... I love wearing selipar/flip flop so much. It makes my legs stumpy but to tell you how wide my feet are, its the only thing that won't pinch me.

Like you can't tell I am running out of things to say so high time I beat it and leave this God forsaken place.

Btw, the stupid money machine, all three of them are coughing out RM10 notes only. Me planning to withdraw RM2k tonight alone decides that would be a foolish decision to withdraw that much in RM10 notes. So I have to go to Puchong tomorrow to get my money.

And I miss my sister very much, hope she is doing all well!!!!

Withdrawal symptoms?

I always feel this way, a day before work if I spend the day doing basically nothing.

Empty inside, hollow.

And the thought that its a beginning of one hell of a busy week doesn't make things better at all.

I miss my sister.

I guess I'm having a withdrawal symptom...

i will be fine
tomorrow will be productive
i will have a good sleep tonight
work will be fun
i will be on time
i will overcome

Tinggal tiga

Habis december, esok sekolah, tamat percutian panjang, sekarang rumah tinggal 3 orang.

5.30pm dan aku masih belum mandi. Memang hari yang malas

Mata ne

My sister is in Kay Kay now. It takes at least three hours to get to Lawas.

See you next June. There's my blog, sms and phonecalls in between.

Anon

I deleted my friendster account and decided never to sign up for a facebook. People been telling me how fun it is but I want to stay anonymous in my online escapades.

Dulu, suatu masa

Akak aku nak balik esok pagi. Dia duduk kat Lawas, Sarawak. Dah nak masuk 9 tahun kat sana. Gilakan jauhnya. Kampung kat KL, keje kat Sarawak.
Akupun pernah duduk dengan dia dulu. Pekan yang boring gila, most shops will close at 6.00pm, satu sudut ke satu sudut ambik masa setengah jam. Tapi for some reason aku suka that sleepy town. Its clean, because its small everything within reach. And if we were bored, we would go to the next bigger town, Sipitang or to the city itself, Kota Kinabalu. Nak sampai sana 3 jam. Pegi mesti tido hotel. Hahaha! Masa tu akak aku punya expense 100% dia, kesian dia. Dan yang paling best ialah Kundasang, kat kaki Gunung Kinabalu. One of the best thing in Malaysia I would say. It could be sunny but the air is cool. Can you beat that in Malaysia?
Hmm... Nak makan karipap sardin and my sister mintak air berais. Ye, kadang kadang aku adalah kadimnya. Heeey... Jagung kukus!!!

Pecah

Sesuatu yang sangat bodoh telah berlaku. Hugo boss ku tiba tiba pecah botolnya. I am saddened.

Wangi dan makan

Dapat Hugo Boss dengan Clinique Happy akhirnya. 125 ml both, the biggest I can afford. I have pledged to smell great for as long as I can afford. Next in my list are Davidoff Cool Water, Elizabeth Arden Green Tea, DKNY Be Delicious dan banyak lagi.

Berjaya blah half day from ofis. Tu pun extra 45 minute. Pastu balik rumah hantar me mom balik, pastu pegi Puchong jemput askar kecik. Pastu pegi Jusco, makan Sushi King, beli botol air ngan 2009 planner. Nak jadi lebih organise tahun ni and drink more water. Dah balik rumah, me mom masak beriani! Gila kau. Makan lagi dengan chicken korma ugh! Mampos! Lepas makan sushi dengan soba, makan lagi nasik beriani! Sedapnya pulak lemak dia sepoi sepoi bahasa. Tak paham aku apa mak aku masuk boleh jadi sedap cenggitu. Bila nasik dah sampai ke idung, pegi pulak pasar malam. Beli lagi jagung kukus, GAH! Fuiyo! Patutlah aku gemuk!

Firecracker

My sister is bigger than life. A little over the top,with a big heart and utterly funny. She also has low tolerance for sudden loud noises. Case in point, while driving out of Mc D, firecracker popped out of nowhere. Its quite loud, naturally for a firecracker. My sister who was driving must be extremely surprised because she gave this gawdawful scream which sounds like a cross of an angry banshee and a mating walrus. Loud enough that 2 unsuspecting bystanders shitted in their pants I bet with the way of their reactions. Reducing two grown men to weak hearted school girls is indeed a feat! It is super funny too.

New year 2009

Ingat nak apply leave esok tapi nampaknya gagal kerna ada keparat tak reti nak kesian kat aku. Macam2 alasan dia kasi. Tensiun betol. Aku dah cakap kat boss aku, dia ok dah bagi aku cuti tapi pasal mangkok tu tak dapat nak datang esok, aku kena kerja. Aku ingat nak pegi awal esok, pukul 12, balik pukul 4. Mintak tak banyak gangguan sangat so dapat balik on time. Dapat half day je nampaknya.

Makan di Mc Donald lagi

Makan double prosperity lagi. Kali ke 4 sejak launched. Aku rasa it shall be my last. I love beef. Tapi udahler for now. Ugh! Nak muntah. Prut boroi.