Sincere Advise

Once in a while you'll bump into someone from the past. They were good friends then, somebody that was worth while. You invest a lot of time with them. You listened to them, asking their opinions. Then as life progress, you move on, with a goodbye and a sense of sadness because you know things will never be the same again.

But as you move on, you are exposed to new things, new people, new surrounding, new culture. You embrace it as it makes sense to you and it accepts you with open arms. You don't realised this but it changes you. At least, in the way you think. Somewhat built you with a new confidence. This new environment accepts you the way you are, sees you in many facets and believed in your potential.

Then, you bump into that someone from the past. Despite the time, they are still the way they were. You suddenly realised how closeminded, how narrow, shallow they are. In pretense of a good advise, they voiced their most darkest desire. Chipping the new confidence you have, which set you to think : Are these the people that you used to care about? How dissapointing...

ANIME. I bought Tactics DVD which contains 25 episodes back in June. But I can never play it on this computer. I tested it on my sister's today and it worked fine. So I had to transfer the whole thing using my flash drive back and fro from my sister's computer to mine. The whole process took about 2 hours. I' ve burned 24 of the episodes on 6 CD-Rs, epi 25 still in my computer. I'll burn it together with a bunch of things that I still keep in this computer. I can almost feel that it is considerably lighter since I've burned off a whole load of things that I left sitting there for months now.

I haven't really watched Tactics yet. But from what I have seen it is pretty repetitive. After the initial meeting between Kan-chan and Haruka things goes again and again on meeting evil and vanquishing them... again and again and again. It takes until episode 20 before things got interesting... heh. Usually things got interesting after 8 or 10 episodes but not this anime. It is also decidedly Shojo... you just can't wait for Kan-chan and Haruka getting at it but they never did... there were a little innuendo though... or maybe its just my imagination. I kept them anyway because I feel its a great waste to just leave the DVD unwatchable... anyway, I got empty CDs to burn...

I also got Buzzer Beater, oh, that from Takehiko Inoue sensei the creator of Slam Dunk! Buzzer Beater is the online manga he did on his website. Cool stuff. I got the anime which I have't watched since June. Its also about basketball but this time it is set in a world where they held is tournament intergalactically. [spoileriffic!!] One of the minor character, Lapis Lazuli, looks so much like Rukawa Kaede of Slam Dunk is actually a girl... [spoileriffic!!] Watching the initial episode when Rukawa was introduced in SD, it does sets me to think that he was perhaps a girl sometime when he was in Dr. T's mind. :P MWAHAH!!

Whatever things

Watched :

• King Kong 2005
• Prozac Nation
• The Skeleton Key
• The 40 Year Old Virgin
• The Constant Gardener
• The Incredibles

Comment : Phiewiiiee!! Movie marathon. King Kong is tragic. I cried 4 times, pretty much during the scenes between Ann Darrow and Kong :p It ends sadly too. The prehistoric world scenes were awesome. Ann was not a damsel in distress, there were loads of running scenes in there, loads of trying to get the hell out of danger which was really impossible. I think Peter Jackson did a great job on this one too! He is like the next Spielberg or something. Note that he has lost his weight. Either directing is really a tough job, or he is sick, or now that he is a multimillionaire, he feels that he need to change his image. Moving on to the Skeleton Key. Maybe I'm not much into this hoodoo thing to be so enraptured by the film. After half an hour I got bored but the ending was really good, really unexpected. What twist? Its a whole turn altogether. Prozac Nation need to be rewatched. There were a lot of fuck scene my sister said. I fell asleep halfway so I don't know. The 40 Year Old Virgin is so funny. Its like HAHAHA funny, been a while I laughed so hard on a movie. However, I think Andy, the virgin guy is really sweet despite it all. The Constant Gardener is one of those political films that makes me want to vomit after half an hour. So I would either rewatch or it will stay there in my DVD folder forgotten despite having Ralph Fiennes as the lead. The Incredible - watched for the 11th times, thanks to my niece!

Listened :

• Kylie Minogue - Fever
• Kylie Minogue - Body Language
• Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
• Norah Jones - Feels Like Home
• Suede - Singles
• Resident Evil Soundtrack - feat. Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Depeche Mode...etc,etc

Comment : All above in the form of tapes. Hah! It was selling at RM3.90 each or RM10.00 for 3 tapes. So above was bought at RM20. Despite my love for music I'm not too hot at getting em fresh. Since I can listen to new tunes at Hitz.fm while they are hot, I don't see the point of getting a CD or a tape of a latest craze (except for T.A.T.U, I'm really looking out for their latest release) I also realised that Malaysia is finally shifting off from tape to complete CD... which means either I need to do something with my car's stereo or be scouring for tapes in backalley shops or through ebay. And yes, I know disc is a better media than tapes for storage... clearer and longer shelf life :P But skinflint like me just don't like spending RM40 on a single CD... and I don't want downloading because I'm still on dial up! Oh, favorite purchases are Suede and Resident Evil.

Burned :

• All manga and doujin collection
• All anime passed by Detto
• All Japanese Adverts and Clips

Comment : I finally went and bought 50 pcs CD-R and had a spree burning stuff off. I think I overworked my darling burner somewhat. I think I managed to free up a whole load of space! Yeay me!! Detto told me Black Cat is licensed so no more free download (DAMN THE WORLD!) I'm still hoping to get the rest of my Bleach.

Owed :

RM240 to detto (start paying this month!)
RM150 to TM
RMxxx to Citibank

Comment : Ha ha ha ^____^;;;;;;

Mweheh

At my brother's house at Puchong. He has Streamyx, wireless connection... my sister acer laptop has built in wireless receiver.

<<<<< happy

but dunno much use of it. Just going to check my emails then check out the things Detto gave me.

Did I tell you that I went to PIKOM PC Fair with Detto last Saturday. It was madness... I want a lot of things! I got the 1G flash drive that I want, very much thanks to Detto. Without her it will not be possible! So... hehehehehe happy happy happy! Always asking her to give me stuff!! I am so eeeeevel!!!

Watched Tsubasa Chronicles up to Epi 26 - arigatou Detto!
Watched Black Cat up to Epi 6 - arigatou Detto and a whole load of other things ^____^

Heppi Heppi Heppi Heppi!

Kerja

Isnin

Masuk : 11.00pm
Balik : 08.00am (Selasa)

Selasa

Masuk : 06.00pm
Balik : 03.00am (Rabu)

Rabu

Masuk : 04.00pm
Balik : 01.00am (Khamis)

Di atas adalah jadual gila sejak Isnin. So, hari ni balik ke what they say Regular Hours.

Hopefully will return to not Regular Hours next Monday. Kena susun balik plan nak beronggeng kat KLCC ngan Detto nih....

Cuti Minggu

Waregh!!!

FD Nite boring. Event boring :p Tapi the after party was fun. Aku ni bukan party girl, but its great to let your hair down once in a while.

First of all, I was late. Yep. Late because I overslept. Hehehehhe. Ye, aku tau ada hamba Allah tu sampai situ kul 5.00 ptg. Aku masa tu tengah dalam bilik mandi lagi MWAHAHAHH!!!

5.30, detto call. Tanya aku kat mana. Masa tu aku tengah menenyeh muka. Padahal janji nak jemput Grozzer kat Bangi that time. But alas, I was still in my towel.

6.15, ambik Grozzer and off to the venue of the nite. Hujan LEBAT masa tu! Mana aku tau hari nak hujan sebegitu sekali! Highway jam sejam jam nya. No amount of roti can save the day now. I know I will be late... expected time to reach the place, 7.30.

7.00, kalo ikutkan its the time the whole thing starts. Masa tu dah masuk jalan Sg. Besi ke Tun Razak. Jam! Jam jam dan jam lagi. Tunjuk skillz gila babeng. Nasib baik tak sangkut kat Satria depan aku.

7.27 sampai. Tadaaaa!! Ikut Bulatan Kg. Pandan. Dalam merapu tak tau jalan, sampai dengan selamat. Hujan masih lebat

7.35 sampai on the floor. Ramai dah orang tapi apparently, masih ada yang belum sampai. Event pun belum start. Habih tu! Dah hujan lebat! Jumpa detto, tapi tak duduk satu table ngan dia. Dah penuh masa tu. Duk kat meja seblah ngan Grozzer and Froggy. Sian Froggy penat buat decor. I think he did a good job.

8.00 event start.

9.00 event berterusan

10.00 event lagi

10.30 event habih, cepat dari plan walhal start lambat. detto balik, aku and Grozzer stay because I just felt rebellious all of the sudden.

10.31 party starts. Danced like monkeys. Hehhehe, puhlease, no such thing. I groove with the music baby! I can move, Grozzer said. I shocked loads of people that night :P So what, well, maybe because they turned off the light, so I got a little over my shyness, blah blah blah. The music was irresistable. Danced with Grozzer and Froggy, along with the rest. Grozzer kena berenti dancing most of the times because her anak baju sliding down every time she moves (she wears tube under her sexy blouse) So, I danced with Froggy most of the time. Berhenti sekejap2, then Froggy will say, "Shall we?" heheheh, or I will just pull him without bothering to ask.

12.45 party over! By this time, my legs feels.... lightheaded! HAHAHAHA cam takleh nak support myself anymore. I surprised myself at how long I can go at such things... benda tak berpekdah memang pandai buat!

1 am. left the place

1.30 Bangi, tunggu Grozzer's Toy Boy

2.00 Balik rumah.

I had a great time, hehehehe. The following day, Intan ngan Mak bapak datang rumah. Counter visit. Ibu seperti biasa goes OTT with the cooking. Cam masak untuk 10 orang bukan 3 orang. Bak so, nasi beriani. Memang best. Aku makan sikit pastu dengan Intan, we went to an open house at Taman Lestari, Seri Kembangan. Nganga tengok ke'GAH'an rumah family kawan aku yang baru siap March tahun ni. GILA! Rumah agam terbentang luas dengan 6 bijik keter mewah parking kat driveway. Banyaknya duit orang ni! Makan kambing goleks. Pas tu kena serangan sakit kepala...

Lepas tu hantar Dot, gi 1 Utama minum iceblended ngan coffee free kat Starbucks. Kakak aku tanya, kenapa logo Starbucks ni, gambar mermaid dengan 2 ekor? Aku tak pernah perasan... Dot pung pelik dengan soalan mendalam akak aku tu

Pusing pusing kat 1 Utama. Wallet ada RM 50 dengan beberapa credit cards yang slowly maxing out. Konklusi : tidak menitis langsung duit ku, minum free kat Starbucks and takde benda yang berkenan (sebenarnya tengah pokai!)

Malam makan roundtable, best gak! Nasi sikit lauk banyak! Dot belanja... minah tu pakai CC! Sian dia.,.. dia treat whole family dia ngan akak and ibu aku. Sayang kat kawan aku yang sekor ni! Esok dia start terbang pas cuti paksa selama seminggu, dengar dia ngeluh malas nak kerja. Sindrom Cuti Lama.

Balik, terus pengsan tido sampai keesokkan tengah harinya. (Tido qada' untuk malam Sabtu yang sangat meletihkan... tido lambat, bangun cepat pasai nak pegi pasar...)

Hari ni kerja... tetiba detto terkam... rupa rupa nya dia dah baca entry Peeping Tom tu. Aku dah lupa tapi bila dia cakap, trauma balik :P

Layout Baru!

Look! New layout!

Featuring Final Fantasy VII Before Crisis. Available as a mobile game only. Details can be found here. I don't know if it will get here in Malaysia though.

Image taken from this wallpaper site. Lazy me just did a little editing. This is my first work since 2 years ago so PHIEW!!! It was quite something. Took me about two hours. HAHA! That long for such a simple layout :P

Anyhow, it is already Friday. Next Monday back to work. SERIOUSLY!! Tak rasa cam seminggu langsung! Nak cuti lagi!!

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

ULTIMATE WOW!!!

It is superb! Square done it again!

For a Final Fantasy fan, it really blew me away. Even though I haven't played FF VII, I pretty much know the background and the characters. When each characters popped in, I can't help but gasped out their names as if meeting an old friend.

Final Fantasy games has certain elements that make you go wow when you play it and it was perfectly translated in this short movie. Limit breaks, summons, weapons, all the transitions were perfect. You go wow, wow, WOW!! How can they do that?! Its amazing! How can they think up of such thing?!

Watching the fight scenes awes you because such detailed choreography was planned for an animated movie. Certain moves make you go WTF! Sure, that can't happen in real life but how they were done, the fluid movements, it seems really believable.

Compared to previous Square efforts like the doomed Final Fantasy Movie and the short snippet "The final flight of the Osiris" for Animatrix, you know Square has really mature in term of movie making. And as a Square fan (Square-Enix now) I am very thankful for it.

Gamers or not, you should see this. Gamers will go bonkers with excitement watching this movie. Non-gamers, despite the initial confusion about what the story is about will at least appreaciate the fighting scenes and the animation itself. It is Square at its best.

Oh by the way, it is chocfilled with bishies. No kidding. Despite the rough tumbling they are doing, these boys has flawless skin. To die for.

****Beware Spoilers Galore - Moments that I love in this movie!****

Cloud doesn't use his old sword anymore. He has a kickass one that combines 2 different swords which he can use separately or combined as one. At the end (I need to rewatch this movie to confirm this) this swords seems to be made up of several swords in fact, as Cloud unleashes his limit break.

Sephiroth back. No kidding. The triplets Kadaj, Yazoo and Loz is looking for their okasan - Jenova. At least her head. Makes you wonder why. Turned out they are trying to create a reunion. Out of this reunion is Sephiroth - the one winged angel. Magnificent.

We will also have a glimpse on Aerith. She died in the game but she is still around in spirit, always looking over Cloud and the rest of the team.

During the movie, we will meet the rest of the team even the Turks. Cloud, Tifa, Vincent, Yuffie, Cait Sith, Barret, Cid and that red dog (head hung in shame, can't remember the name) They will have a scene where they will fight together against Kadaj's summon (looked like Bahamut) which is great where in the end, everybody including Aerith will help Cloud to deliver the final blow on the summon (Magnificent!!!) A good reminder for the always lonely Cloud that he is in fact not alone (Make you go teary eyed!!! I LOVE FINAL FANTASY!!!)

Vincent is as good as I imagined he should be. He jumped in to save Cloud when he was badly beaten by the triplets. It was amazing at how he just slithered in like a ghostly red cloth, wrapping Cloud and taking him to safety. Kakkoi!

The triplets are so goodlooking O_o I like the long haired one, Yazoo the name I think. So funny how the Japanese create their ultimate characters. They look almost effiminate but sounds so... MANLY! The seiyuus sounds amazing!

Tifa fight scene with Loz was beautiful. She is not a character to mess with. I initially thought they would make her somewhat like a damsel in distress but she did whopped the ass of one of the triplet. Even though she was defeated, she did not go down easily. YEAY for girl power!

Final fight between Sephiroth/Kadaj and Cloud. You just can't take your eyes off the screen. Everything moving so fast, you don't even want to blink.

And finally, the sad ending of the fight when Sephiroth left and Kadaj returned to himself. Badly injured. He fell in Cloud's arm and called him brother before he vanishes in the air. *sob*

Best birthday present ever!

Peeping tom

Feh...

On the eve of my birthday, I have allowed some unsuspecting youth a view of my naked body.

How does that sound to you?

Those who knows me will be disgusted. Those who do not, will start to have imaginations.

It all started when my family and I went off to N9 to the patriarch (my uncle) home for a visit. After working on the 1st and 2nd day of Eid Mubaraq, I finally got my long awaited core leave, so off we went to this town called Tampin. Saturday was spent going from Kajang to KL to Putrajaya... so we went to Tampin on Sunday.

Now, there was a lot of people there. Me, being my private self is very uncomfortable about this. My cousins and their families, my cousin friends. It was horrible. I was having a shitty time of my life. I spent more time trying to find a spot where I can hide. When I found one, I slept like a hibernating bear.

Later that night, some of my cousins went home. Following Monday (today btw, 7/11/05) more left, including my cousins friends. So now the house seems managable. But the people hired to install the alarm system on the house has started work.

In fact they woke me up with the drilling.

I spent another sluggish day. The thing about visiting my uncle's, most of the time we will be spent stuffing our faces, because he and his family are just wonderful hosts. Makan, makan, makan...

Then, around noon, my sister told me to take my shower (the house is being surrounded by the alarm people remember. They were using the water chamber I usually use, because it got a doorway to the space between the ceiling and the roof. So, I need to use the other WC, which is nicer and has a window for ventilation.

Now, the window is the normal window for toilets and bathroom for ventilation. It is high up there, so on normal circumstances nobody outside should be able to see what inside.

So, begins the actual story of the title of this entry....

I felt shower is a good idea because I was feeling very uncomfy since I did not shower since morning. I took my stuff and went to the bathroom and locked both doors as it is an adjoining WC.

I took off my clothes and stepped under the shower (yeay! warm water!) and was lathering myself. (I was quite content with myself!) when suddenly I heard noises right outside the WC.

Then, something quite confusing happened. There was a guy at the window! He was busy with the cables, but I was already in the WTF mode.

I did not scream like a typical girl you see on TV either. I stooped down and got myself close to the wall, beneath the window.

Right beneath the window, is the toilet. I put the cover down and sit on it. Reached out for the toothpaste and toothbrush and started brushing.

It was the longest teeth brushing I've ever done, mind reeling on what I should do. I didn't want to make a scene by screaming like a lunatic, because I know this guy is just doing his job and I was in there at the wrong time.

I kept brushing and brushing. My logic is, as this guy is busy with the wires, he won't be there like the whole day so once he is done, I should be doing my stuff as usual.

Still brushing, I looked up and GUH!!!

I can see him looking down at me.

No... I still did not scream. My logic is, he only saw my naked back... so what. . . .

Or so I hope...

It felt forever when finally I decided to put on back my dirty t-shirt and pulled the window to close. By the time, the dude was gone. SHEESH!!

I managed to pull the window to close and finish my shower as quick as I can. Once done, I put on my fresh clothes and stepped out as quick as I can.

Then I ran to my sister and told her the whole harrowing tale. She was very sympathetic. To make myself feel better, she told me that its ok, because we don't live there.

Ha ha haaaaaaaa *sigh*

Cereal and Milk

*garu kepala*

Pening lalat, lama juga tak mengupdate blog nih. Bukannya tak online. Hampir tiap hari. Just malas nak update. Penyakit lama nampaknya.

Dapat baca manga Battle Royale. Memang ganeh. Skang ni Detto tgh pinjam... mungkin esok akan memberikan kata dua pasal manga tu.

Detto juga telah memberikan aku 2 video clips...

Memang best nonton kekreatifan/kebengongan orang orang yang buat videa clips sendiri ni heh he

Mummification

Listening to : Sobakasu, Judy & Mary from Rurouni Kenshin

Semalam adalah antara hari yang paling interesting since I work at my current workplace.
We had a mummy wrapping contest. Which was originally my idea I might add *smiles proudly*
But it was the whole team effort which was great. Despite having high queue this week, we managed to pull it off quite well. The managers were very happy with the result.
It was pretty apt, simple fun, simple preparation but pacts a whole load of fun and amuses the spectators who bothers to gather around to watch 19 different mummies standing on the stage. The wrapping itself which we designated should be done in 5 mins with 3 toilet rolls was fun to watch. They were haphazard simply said. Its also great to see that some team came prepared with accessories. One team prepared a rasta looking made out of toilet paper. One brought a kingly crown and a katana O_o which I'm not really sure if its real or not. This other guy did the whole samping songkok thing which I thought a bit too dressy :P Today, we will give out the prizes during Friday Highlight. Although we are still having some issues reg the certs that we are planning to give to the contestants, I think we pull it off quite well. Hopefully today the certs issue can be settled and the prize giving can run as smoothly.

Later that night, we also had 2 people for the new team that will be the future addition in our dept. They were just sitting in to listen to the calls we make. One of them sat with me and listened to a call I made. The background was noisy but I could hear the customer well enough but he thought everything sounded so noisy and its amazing that I could make out what the customer said. Considering that I've done this for over six months now, I quite understand his reaction. It was daunting for me too back then. I could hardly understand what the customers were saying back then. But I guess doing the same thing for six months does do wonders to your brain. You just developed the skill and you just get used to it. However, I wouldn't say it was a smooth learning thing. There were ups and downs, getting angry customer, complaints, and customers who prefer to speak to their fellow countrymen instead of us. But then again, you also get really nice customers who were gracious, grateful, thankful for all the help you have given. Even now, six months down the road, you still get the ups and downs. Part of the job.
Well.. that job I will go to in two hours time. I should be doing this entry last night but I was too tired when I got home, so I went straight to bed.

Okes, the theme for today is.... FLOWER POWER!!! heh.

Chapter 195

I love manga, anime, movies, drama... anything to do with high school. I dunno why. Maybe because my high school time was shitty, so to overcompensate, I watch those kinda stuff... Pathetic.

Anyhow, I've read Bleach chapter 195. Makes me one happy fan girl. :)

Virgin or not?

Setiap hari, bila waktu camni aku rasakan, mesti ada wrestling WWE kat tv. Pening kepala aku...

Aku juga sedang mendownload chapter 194 manga bleach. Setiap chapter takes about an hour. So, sementara mendownload ingatkan nak bermain main di forum Bleach kegemaranku itu, tetapi tempat yang aku rajin post tu telah di rampage oleh seorang budak terencat dari Malaysia. He is just mental, the posts are dumb and he does not follow the designated ways of how certain posts should be posted. So, malas nak duduk situ, tengok sumer thread nama dia. Mental schizo yang mengganggu ketenteraman... I wonder when the Mods will kick his ass out of the forum...

*sigh*

Nak dengar lawak tak. Camni, hari tu, aku call this bank in U* which offers credit cards and one of its cards was called Virgin... a customer of mine had a payment that did not go through so I had to call this other bank, the number is a general number so it was brought to the automated system which goes like this.

Hello, welcome to Virgin cards.

If you are a Virgin customer, please, press one.

If you are not a Virgin customer, please, press two.

Ok, itulah lawaknya... if you get it lah. Guess what I had to press? :P

Oh, download sudah mencecah 80%... hehehe approx 1 hour each d/l I said. I am multitasking, so it will take a little longer I think this time.

Alamak, dah kuar Mango TV, kena tutup tv dah. Nak tengok bleach cam malas.... nak tengok tenjho tenge pun malas... seh... tak yah tengok pape, just offkan tv.

Gnite.

Menulis

Aku tidak boleh menulis sebuah cerita merapu tanpa mendengar lagu.

Aku ni taklah best orangnya. Tapi aku minat menulis. Its a way to put things in my head on paper. Or in this case on computer document. When I read a good book, it makes me feel, man, I want to write as good as that. But then again, I am not always so filled with idea. Furthermore, I'm lazy heheheh.

Writing I think needs a lot of research, unless you are writing something you know a lot. Considering my less than interesting life, I need to do a lot of research, which makes it tough.

Being a hopeless romantic (ppl in real life will never believe this, so holding a knife on detto mouth to shut her up) most of my themes are about LOVE. (terbanyak baca mills & boons and harlequin romance dendulu kah kah) and with love, about sacrifices.

Not necessarily love between lovers, but love between sibs and family, between friends, and what you have to go through because of love. I think its very universal... everybody can relate to that.

I also like to write about impossible love. Something like Romeo and Juliet with a more twisted twist like that. Something that is just plain wrong, so damn wrong but they went through with it, knowing full well but heedless of the consequences which came from a reckless side of me... which will never be in real life. O_o

So, easy way out for me is to write fanfiction. Ready made settings and characters. You just need to know the actual story enough and then spin your own, either where the actual story left off, or during, or maybe 10, 20 years later... or even if you are creative enough, in a completely different world.

Its like instant soup. Just add water.

Kisah Bapak

Aku dapat email dari abang aku yang tua tu yang memang suka forward mengforward. Dapat satu yang sangat menyayat hati. Entahlah. Teringatkan arwah ayah aku, sesakit sakit dia, dia meninggal dengan kitorang kat keliling dia. Syukur kepada Allah. Tapi kalau citer yang abang aku forward ni, memang sedih.

2-3 hari lepas merdeka hari tu, ada abang kerja forensik ni dapat call pasal possible murder case. Pasal ada bau busuk datang dari rumah ni. Tapi bila pegi takde signs of struggle tapi for sure ada bau mayat busuk emitting from the house. Pecah masuk, tengok ada mayat atas couch buruk dah kena hurung dek langau. Dah bertukar warna, muka dah hancur. Gambar dia, Masyaallah. Tak sanggup membayangkan orang yang kau sayang jadi macam tu. Nasib baik aku pernah tengok cerita National Geographic pasal Body Farm (but that's another story)

Pastu siasat punya siasat, pakcik ni dah berumur pertengahan 70an dah. Ada 5 anak dan isteri. Masa hari merdeka tu, anak dia balik, ambik mak dia bawak jalan jalan kat KL. Bapak tak ikut. Tup tup, pasal sakit, bapak expire atas couch buruk tu. Tau tau sampai lah bau tersebar kat sekitar rumah. Polis datang, dah berulat rulat. Macam beras kena tabur atas mayat dek banyaknya. Bungkus, bawak pegi bilik mayat spital.

Panggil anak anak nak cam body, sorang pun tak sanggup kecuali si bongsu dengan husband dia yang last last pengsan menengokkan mayat ayah yang begitu menyedihkan.

Orang kata yang terjadi tu pasti ada sebab dan hikmah disebaliknya. Manalah tau si arwah bapak ni dulu ada buat salah ke apa ke, mati dalam keadaan sunyi dan sendirian pastu dengan cara yang menyedihkan. Tapikan... anak yang berlima tu, kenapa sanggup neglect bapak yang nyata tua sengsorang macam tu? Aku doa aku tak jadi macam anak anak arwah ni.

Ayat 10 orang anak mak ayah boleh jaga, tapi belum tentu 10 orang anak boleh jaga mak ayah tu sentiasa aku pegang. Tu pasal bila ada apa apa melibatkan mak aku, aku memang sensitif. Kalau boleh aku nak jaga dia sebaik boleh. Janji aku dalam hati takkan tinggalkan dia sendiri. So, tak kesah aku pegi mana aku akan bawak dia sekali.

Maka, sayangilah ibu bapa kita. Tak kesahlah tak best macam mana pun diorang. Hidup nikmat kat dunia ni tak mungkin kita kecapi tanpa diorang. Sayang sayangkanlah yang masih ada, doa-doakanlah yang telah pergi.

Selamat Malam.

Apa kau buat hah?

Tak buat apa... kena penyakit lama. Bersidai kat bleach portal punya forum. freezeman tak burn dvd aku lagi... tension.

ngantuk dan lapar... tidolah, esok baru makan

This is 150 in height. Look big tho 

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Bleach avatar and signature 

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Benci. Dan kalau boleh aku nak kau mati. So, bila kau mati, kau takkan sakitkan hati aku dengan ibu lagi. So, aku tak perlu rasa terperangkap tinggal serumah dengan engkau. Engkau yang cakap tak berlapik. Yang terasa diri dah bagus pasal kau sembahyang tunggang tunggek. Tapi kau lupa apa yang kau buat, apa yang kau cakap mengecilkan hati ibu, so sekarang apa hukumnya? Which come first? Kau rasa boleh masuk syurga bila kau terlalu mengecilkan hati ibu? Dah banyak kali ditegur, kau insist kau betul. Fine, fine, go to hell. No, really. Go to hell, literally. Because you will not learn. Too dumb, too stupid. I wonder sometimes whatever up there where there is suppose to be your brain. Your logic astounds me sometimes. If you fucking hate it so much. Easy way out, move out! Don't keep sending me this stupid messages as if I am your freaking messenger. Because FYI, I don't relay your fucking messages anywhere, it goes to my 'delete' button. Because that is where is should be, deleted. Because that is what YOU should be... deleted.

Kakkoi!

BLEACH BEST! Tapi tengok sampai episode 12 je. What have I got myself into. I have swore off anime yang lebih dari 25 episodes. This one has more than 50. Yare yare -_-! I really like the opening theme. Asterisk by Orange Range. Sugoi!

Dan jugak berjaya mendapatkan Tenjho Tenge Ultimate Fight. YESH! I've seen all 24 epi and the 2 OVA. Ended oklah. But of course its better reading the manga right? You know where I can find that? (Downloads, not anything from Kinokuniya... )

Dettoberi-san, gomen. I can't tell you where I keep my fanfic because... because... because... I am a BAKA HENTAI! MWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! Gomen nasai! *deep bow*

Sou sou. Ore wa hontou ni baka hentai... *sigh*

Fanfiction.net

SUGOI! Dah lama tak pegi site ni. Dah upgrade dah and has a lot of function. My fanfic has a small following ^_____^SUGOI! They think their funny~! Even quite recent ones added my fic in their fave list. SO HAPPY!!

*sigh* I'm gonna reread all my published fic and then maybe write again.... I miss writing

Mana pegi anime GITS aku ni??!!!

Hari ni aku perasan Ghost In The Shell : Innocence aku hilang. Minggu lepas ada lagi kat timbunan koleksi anime aku yang tak seberapanya tu. Tup tup hari ni takde plak. Yang tinggal hanyalah Disc 2 sahaja.... Koleksi anime aku baru bertatih tatih. Banyak pirateler pasal aku ni kudukut. Tapi kan pirate pirate pun banyak duit habih buat benda tak berpekdah ni... malang sungguh mempunyai hobi sebegini.

Aku sayang GITS : Innocence VCD tu pasal jalan citer dia memang best. Subbed pulak tu. Walaupun translation hampeh tapi aku rela menggunakan kefahaman japan language aku yang cetek ini braving the whole story daripada mendengor perbualan karakter jepun itu tetiba bercakap bahasa inggeris. Manakah GITS ku?

Sementara aku yang takde modal ni, meh tengok apa ada dalam kantung koleksi anime and games aku. Untuk nampak gempak, aku terpaksa masuk entry koleksi games aku, pastu anime baru masuk entry ni dalam blogger aku. Cepatlar tanya camno aku buat... hehehehe (gelak bodoh)

KOLEKSI ANIME AKU - MY ANIME COLLECTION

Ini pulak collection anime aku. Ada yang movie, ada yang OVA, ada yang serial. Ada yang lengkap dan ada jugak yang kurang lengkap. Akak aku pernah hadiahkan boxset Studio Ghibli VCD. Aku sayang sangat anime Ghibli aku, satu pasal akak aku yang bagi, satu lagi pasal Ghibli ni hanya mengeluarkan anime yang best je. Setiap satunya spesel. Faveret aku My Neighbour Totoro. Aku jugak minat kumpul anime from Gonzo Digimation - latest Hellsing and Saikano.

1. AIR
2. AKIRA
3. ANIMATRIX
4. ARMITAGE DUAL MATRIX
5. BLOOD, THE LAST VAMPIRE
6. ESCAFLOWNE THE MOVIE
7. FIRE FIGHTER DAIGO
8. GANKUTSUO
9. GANTZ
10. GHOST IN THE SHELL
11. GHOST IN THE SHELL : INNOCENCE
12. GOKUSEN
13. GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES
14. GUNDAM WING ENDLESS WALTZ
15. HELLSING
16. INUYASHA
17. KIKI'S DELIVERY SERVICE
18. LAPUTA : CASTLE IN THE SKY
19. LAST EXILE
20. MIRAGE OF BLADE
21. MONSTER
22. MY NEIGHBOUR TOTORO
23. NAUSICAA OF THE VALLEY OF THE WIND
24. NEON GENESIS EVANGELION : THE END OF EVANGELION
25. ONLY YESTERDAY
26. POM POKO
27. PORCO ROSSO
28. PRINCESS MONONOKE
29. REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA
30. SAIKANO
31. SAILORMOON STARS
32. SAIYUKI RELOAD
33. SAMURAI 7
34. SAMURAI CHAMPLOO
35. SAMURAI X : REFLECTION
36. SAMURAI X : TRUST
37. SPIRITED AWAY
38. TENJHO TENGE
39. THE CAT RETURNS
40. THE PLACE PROMISED IN OUR EARLY DAYS
41. TOKYO GODFATHER
42. VAMPIRA HUNTER D
43. VAMPIRE HUNTER D
44. WHISPER OF THE HEART
45. YAKITAKE JAPAN
46. YAMI NO MATSUEI

KOLEKSI GAMES PS2 AKU - MY PS2 GAMES COLLECTION

Ini adalah koleksi games aku. Sumer aku pernah main, at least the first 10 minutes hahaha! Aku ni memang gila, (ye, aku mengaku!) suka ngumpul natang nih. Pastu ni pun tak campur dengan beberapa title yang kurang dipercayai statusnya. Skang ni aku kurang main games. Maybe pasal dah dapat komputer ni. Tapi aku pun memang dah takde masa nak main gamelar. Sibuk. Dah kerija, mana ada masa. Lagipun aku suka main RPG. Aku tengah tunggu FF12 nih. Tak sabar sangat!

1. A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS
2. ACE COMBAT 04 SHATTERED SKIEs
3. CASTLEVANIA : LAMENT OF INNOCENCE
4. CHAOS LEGION
5. COLIN MCRAE RALLY 04
6. DEVIL MAY CRY 3
7. DISGAEA : HOUR OF DARKNESS
8. DRAGON QUEST & FINAL FANTASY IN HIDEKI STREET SPECIAL
9. DRIV3R
10. ENTER THE MATRIX
11. FINAL FANTASY X
12. FINAL FANTASY X-2
13. FINAL FANTASY X-2 : INTERNATIONAL + LAST MISSION
14. FINDING NEMO
15. GENSOSUIKODEN IV
16. GHOST IN THE SHELL : STAND ALONE COMPLEX
17. GRAN TURISMO 3 A SPEC
18. HARRY POTTER : THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONE
19. HARRY POTTER : THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN
20. HAUNTING GROUND
21. KATARI DAMACY
22. KINGDOM HEARTS
23. LA PUCELLE
24. MAGNA CARTA
25. MOJO
26. PRINCE OF PERSIA : WARRIOR WITHIN
27. PUYO POP FEVER
28. R : RACING EVOLUTION
29. SHADOW HEARTS : COVENANT
30. SHELLSHOCK NAM 62
31. STAR OCEAN : TILL THE END OF TIME
32. STELLA DEUS : THE GATE OF ETERNITY
33. SUPER BUST A MOVE 2
34. SUPER FARM
35. THE BOUNCER
36. THE SIMPSON'S ROAD RAGE
37. THE SIMS BUSTIN' OUT
38. THE URBZ : SIMS IN THE CITY
39. TONY HAWK'S UNDERGROUND
40. XENOSAGA EPISODE 1 : DER WILLE ZUR MACHT
41. XENOSAGA EPISODE 2 : JENSEITS VOT GUT BOSE

Fanfiction

Hehehehe, baru buat entry Saikano tetiba je gatal pergi carik fanfiction. Dulukan, satu masa dahulu aku suuuuukkkaaaaa sangat tulih fanfic. Tapi fanfic yang tidak boleh di war warkan ke dunia luar. Mostly on Slam Dunk fanfics (yah, aku memang peminat setia cerita ni. Rukawa Kaede Kakkoi!!!!) pastu ada satu crossover SD + Fushigi Yuugi (pasal kehadiran seorang seiyuu yang memang best dalam kedua dua anime ni) Aku ni jugak adalah die hard fan untuk game Final Fantasy VIII, that's 8 for you buta roman numerals so aku telah menulis sebuah fic on that game. About Quistis in fact which is my favourite character in the game. Most fics are one shot because aku ni pemalas by nature.

But my last fic was written over 3 years ago, gilos :p Sekarang ni, terasa nak memficcing balik tapi dah karaaat sangat. Kena letak minyak pelincir nih!

Hmm.. aku pelik, kenapa takde entry Tenjho Tenge on Anipike and kat Fanciction.net pun takde fanfic on this anime. Is it really recent? Rasanya dah lama dah. Pelik, pelik..

Tengok jam... sekejap dah tengahari. Kejap lagi kena kerja... MWAHHAHA

By the way, Selamat Hari Kebangsaan yang ke 48. Stay liberated but grounded okayz!

Saikano - Saishuuheiki Kanojo

Akhirnya menonton cerita ini sebanyak 13 episod. Sedih endingnya. Well, it was sad the whole way really. The title means The Last Weapon Girlfriend. Although the idea of using a timid, slow, kawaii girl as the ultimate weapon is ridiculous, the story is well done so you feel for the doomed characters. Doomed from the beginning.

The ultimate weapon is Chise, a kawaii, slow, clumsy, timid girl who most of her vocabulary consists of only gomen nasai. Quite innocent, was in a crush with Shuji and finally summoned enough courage to ask him if he could be her boyfriend. As they tried to learn to understand and love each other, she was summoned by the military. She turned out to be Japan's final ultimate weapon as the world approaches its end. She tried to accept this fact but as all she does is destroy and not protect, she grew more and more reluctant with this ability. But at the same time, her weapon self grew colder and colder.

The boyfriend is Shuji. Mr Cool of sort. He always scolded Chise for being clumsy and slow. He said yes when Chise asked him to be her boyfriend because he thought she was kawaii. He almost asked for a break because he couldn't seems to keep up maintaining a relationship, but after her outburst, he gave it a second chance. There were moments when he cheated on her but as the story goes on further to the latter episodes, you will learned that he truly loves Chise, accepting her despite her disgust with her own body. In the end, he was the last surviving human on earth, living in the memory of their past.

Kerja sudah :(

Hari pertama kerja since cuti... very depressing. So not happy. Somemore, the prospect of high queue and the fact that I will not be taking anymore annual until November makes everything worst. *nangis*

*sigh*

My anime collection has grown. It has now includes Tenjho Tenge 1-24, Hellsing 1-13, Yami no Matsue 1-13 and Seikano (belum tengok)

Tenjho Tenge memang best. Fan service memang melampau (transforming boobies, panties shot, boobies, boobies and more boobies and some highly suggestive scenes) tapi memang best. Tapi pening sikit pasal nak habiskan the whole thing in half a day. I read somewhere that the anime doesn't do the manga justice. But the manga is ongoing (or at least when they made the anime) can't expect a proper closure on the anime. Somemore, I thought Nagi Souichirou is the main lead but there is more flashback scenes about the tragic life of Natsume Shin. By the way, I really really really like Shin. *big anime fan eyes*

I also like Takayanagi Mitsuomi, the two years ago one. The more innocent, nice guy one *sigh* Noticed that I prefer the flashback charas than the current one. Maybe due to their hair. The flashback ones seems to have sensible hair, even Mitsuomi's weird tinted hair. Bob Makihara is cool but Nagi has the funniest hair. No, I take it back. I like most characters because I happen to like Takayanagi Masataka, Mitsuomi's little brother very much, the pathetic character in this kick ass anime. Its only Nagi that I find funny. (the hair!!!!)

Right, my favourite part of the anime would be the thing between Shin and his sister Maya. Sad really with his complete dependence on her which in turn destroys him. *sob sob* But I wonder why Aya is not in the picture. It seems that between the 3 sibs, Aya is so outside from the turmoil (Maybe she just turned 13 when all the mess happened????) but then again Shin did kill their parents when he was 10, Maya 8 and Aya 6. But really Aya was NOT IN THE PICTURE! Even when she did show up, we can never see her complete face. Just up to her lips and that's it. She looked scrawny when she was 13 by the way. I noticed in the flashback that Maya has bigger eyes something like Aya's current eyes. In fact 2 years ago, Maya is very much like Aya. I got a bit confused in the middle of the flashback episodes when they revolve more about what happened two years ago that I almost forgot about Aya altogether. But its weird that she got the Dragon Eyes, I wonder if she got it from Shin?

I want to see the OVA. The one with 4 episodes that spells closures for the anime series. ^__^

Hellsing and Yami no Matsuei were great too but due to my short term memory and I watched those two before Tenjho Tenge I can't remember well why I like both so much. Tapi kan, Hellsing memang best *sigh* Its one of those in my wish list. This series remind me a bit of D, The Vampire Hunter. But I think it stands well on its own. Gotta love Alucard.

Yami no Matsuei ni dulu pulak pernah keluar kat AXN but during that time I had some problem with my Astro dish so tak pernah dapat tengok. I only managed to see the Kyoto Arc tu pun when they had this voting thing on AXN ( I voted for YnM and managed to see it!) So, now I can see the complete series. Which is really nice... ahahahaha *evil laughter* Lotsa Yaoi overtone *evil laughter*

Tapi pergi basuh kereta sempat beli GempakStarz publication : The Fishes by Ben. Sad ending :( Which makes me more depressed than I already am :(

Otay smotay. Nak tido jap sebelum siap nak pegi kerja :P

Sad :(

My sister dah balik ke Sarawak today. I am very sad really. The thing was, because of something really dumb, my mother got upset with my sister then refused to send her off to KLIA. I had to go alone, with Tehah of course. Sad that my mom had to pull that trick as my sister leaving for Sarawak (she will only be back in about 2 months)

30-August is her birthday. I think I'll go out and get her something tomorrow. I had no idea what to get. But she said something the other day. I know it will be too girly for her but then, she said she wanted it, at least the bottle part of it, hahaha.

Also tried on the printer. Dah dua tahun berabuk kat dalam bilik tu. I was sure it was broken too after a couple of tries. I spend RM73 to get new cartridge and then give it another try. Like, another kajilionth try and finally it goes. YEAY! It still works! So, I am making labels for my mom's dodol.

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Boring boring boring. Hidup sangat boring sekarang ni. Pusing pusing balik cam ni, pusing pusing balik cam tu. Oh yeah, by the way, I didn't get for the interview call for the KPLI. *BIG HEAVE OF RELIEF* not that I don't want it. I really do, but it won't be a smooth sail if I start next year. Tak bleylar minah. Banyak sangat hutang...

Hutang kereta, bills, hutang tmnet, hutang ptptn, hutang paling best, hutang kredit kad. Kenapalah hidup ni penuh berhutang?

*sigh*

I really really really miss my sister :( and you should know, after this memang tak dapat nak cuti cuti sesuka hati since I used up 3 days out of my meager 18 and now, I only have about 10 left. that are for hujung tahun ni.

Baru 3 hari gaji dah mengeluh balik. Gila hidup ni :(

Downloading

Not anime clips... hehehe. Perlu streamyx untuk itu...

Ingat nak try buat design sendiri or something and then I am so malas to start from scratch. Yelah dah lebih 2 tahun meninggalkan persada design mendesign. But I found really nice brushes.

Then carik wallpaper. Thinking My Neighbour Totoro, then, Samurai Champloo. Then, I found this cool site with loads of really nice wallpaper which this person primp up himself.

http://ningen.nattoli.net/

I've been downloading since an hour ago

Cutey

No, no, no... not saying i am cute... i'm saying its cuti for me. Sadly tak pegi mana mana today. The state of miskinness does not allow us to be so happy go lucky about going somewhere to have fun. :P

Anyhow, internet slow sangat hari ni... aku boring... aku boring.... AKU BOORIIING !!!!

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ZA KIDZ~! 

Scarred For Life 

Hari ini...

Lama tak mengupdate.

Tangan masih sakit. The scar look scary. Tried taking some photo on it but the pics didn't turned out that good :p Anyhow, it still aches in an annoying way.

Went to two weddings, so it was a long day. I stuffed my face like a pig, even at Morib, makan lagi. Isk, isk, isk, camno nak kurus???

HAHAHAHA!

Isnin Selasa keroje, hari Rabu start cuti WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!

Oh, I snapped a bunch of pics today. Mainly on the kids.

Healing

Its healing. However its painful as it tries to heal itself. The wonder of a human body.

Narutofan boy will be flying to UK this friday. Gempak gila. Told him that we won't miss him while he is away. Mwahahahah!

Melecur

tangan aku melecur. sakitnya ya Allah! ingat neraka. ingat betapa keciknya aku ni kat dunia ni.

aku nak salin dodol masuk dalam mangkuk... tercurah kat tangan sendiri. mengelembong tempat yang kena tu...

doktor potong and buat dressing... esok kena pegi klinik lagi skali...

mulut celupar sangat kata mc isnin...

tapi my team need me :(

Internet Banking

Jerebu kurang hari ni...

Busy day. I woke up early, went to bank sampul merah at Puchong to get my internet banking reactivated. The bank's service is really good. In fact I am getting good services on both of my banks, my kepala rimau and sampul merah bank. Bank sampul merah has a poshy sense of things but its still friendly, and bank kepala rimau is nice that you are in the same level and the staff recognise you.

Oh and, I have also called my bank kepala rimau to reset my internet banking access, tapi I need to go to an atm to reactive the whole thing...

In term of work, work is pretty bitchy today. Tensi semacam. Query normal. Most of the customers I called are managable. But things like kept coming in the queue like, it would never be empty. But it did once my other two colleagues who were dealing with the other queue joined in. We managed to whipped everything in place by 11.30pm. But damn... what a day!

Pastu I had this fit of cough that made me wanted to vomit... pretty loud, I think the whole dept heard.... which this one naruto-fan dude pointed out in the lift "So, you were the one who coughed. I thought somebody was about to die." I gave him a good pinch. As if I am not humiliated enough dengan batuk macam nak terjeluak tu... he just had to rub it in.

Very embarassing...

And there was one 

Buduh Buduh Buduh

The madness of it all..

Guess what? I'm locked out from the internet banking on both of my banks. One I forgot the username and password (boleh lupa langsung! Sampai sekarang tak boleh ingat!) and the other one because I maxed my 3 tries for password because I didn't know I was typing in caps.

So, esok... I have to go to Puchong to reactive one and make a call to reactive the other one... BODOH BETUL!

Tensi tensi... ingat buleh bangun lambat jumaat ni, tapi nampaknya I have to get up in the morning :P, I am not looking forward to go around in this jerebu....

O_o hari ni is pretty good.

-Dah buat akaun baru utk bank kepala rimau... (tapi dah locked out malam ni... bangang)
-Dapat hadiah scan radio utk bank sampul merah....(tapi dah kena locked out sejak semalam)
-Dapat invite g-mail. arigatou dettoberisan!

Tapi hari ni tetap berjerebu. If things getting worse next week, my sister's flight may be diverted *praying hard* jangan lah kena divert ke utara!

****dengar hitz.fm on the new scan radio****

By the way, ada sorang customer that I dealt with today, his surname is Gusgoyne. Pretty nice guy. But the best thing about it is his surname, reminded me of my favorite character on Vandread.

Hmmm.... Nak surf net, get to know my new gmail account and then sleep...

Update mengupdate.

Hmm.. aku tak lama kat sini kot. Ada hari tu aku jumpa website siam title: lonelyjunction. Dah tak unique gitu...

Terasa nak makan Quacker oats plak...

Gini... aku dah dapat laptop yang akak aku perturun kat aku. Bila dapat? Khamis bulan lepas. Dia kirim ngan kawan dia yang nak balik untuk graduation kat UPM. So, akhirnya... aku dapat sebijik laptop, free plak tu, umur baru 2 tahun! Best tak akak aku?

Pastu ahad lepas aku pegi mines carik prepaid tmnet. pathetic eh? Well, yeah if you berhutang with tmnet for RM1k... hahahah!! Apalah yang aku buat masa study dulu? GILA! Anyhow, I can pretty much forget about broadband connection. Tapi kan, to be truthful, my normal internet connection is fast enough for me since I don't download huge files from the internet...

Now, after 3 years.... I am CONNECTED AGAIN!!! Dua tiga malam ni balik je bukak email, balik je bukak email. Gorsh... how can I survive all those years without a computer. I was a damn junkie! Tapi now that has been 3 years... tinggal kenangan.

One of my colleague at work gave me her blog url. Minah best ni, gemuk dan minat anime cam aku... tapi gemuk gemuk kitorang, CUTE WHAT??? GO TO HELL THE REST OF THE WORLD!!!

Hmm... aku lapar. Tengok jam??? Aku nak makan... tapi badan ku bagai dipam pam... tapi aku lapo....

Aku nak tido. Esok kena gi Maybank. I fuckin' lost my card, and then realised my book. So kena pegi tutup akaun and bukak akaun baru... peninglar sistem Maybank ni.

Oh yeah, my colleague from office has like... lots of invites to gmail. aku nak!!!

Aku nak tido....Goodnite! Sleep Tight, don't let the monster under your bed bite :D

Whatever happened since the last time we met?

Still here breathing. I tried updating via the internet kiosk at my workplace but the connection was so bad so it was a lost cause.

I recd confirmation letter, so I am official at my work place. YEAY! For now, work is bearable. I can bear with it but I am not sure for how long this 'ok' situation will stay o.k

I also happened to recd a certificate on R&R day (which I took an EL, my mom was sick) my friend went out to take it on my behalf... *sigh* missed the chance to bask in the glory of being rewarded but hey, my mother needed me more!

Went cruising about town in my brother's new car; Honda Accord 2.2 which is really nice. The best part is, has been a while since somebody else drives for me :)

I want to write a longer entry but my mom wants coffee, my niece wants milk. Gotta go now.

MTeST

Chuak meh! I got short listed to sit the MTeST. MALAYSIAN TEACHER SELECTION TEST. Tapi takut tak bley jawab soalan nanti!

Patut takde masalah. I used to sit an exam to get into Maktab. No hal. Rasa cam tak dapat lah, tapi tau tau dia hantar surat panggil interview. Pastu pegi interview. Cam best because aku yang palingrlah dalam group interview.

Pastu dapat surat panggil pegi Kulim untuk matrix UPM. Ahaks.

So, tamat kat situ endevour untuk menjadi guru.

3 tahun pastu baru aku tau aku dapat surat panggil untuk Maktab. Aku dapat kat Bukit Mertajam. Heh, lebih kurang je. Dulu kalau boring pegi pekan Kulim (dulu cam pekan koboi, skang ni tak tau, sebok sangat tgh membangun masa aku blah) pegi bukit mertajam naik bas half an hour. It was really the worst of time and the best of time for me.

Right. Back to the present.

Exam ni this Saturday. 9.00 am! Maksudnya aku kena kuar rumah dalam pukul 7.30am pasal kena ada kat sana half an hour before exam starts. Earlier that night aku akan balik dari kerja pukul 1.00am paling awal pun. Nak bangun bersiap ngan solat lagi... 6.00am. Kwang kwang kwang, alamatnya, memang tidur cukup makan jelah. Harapnya tak tersengguk jawab soalan. I want this job very much.

Jadi, aku nak beli buku kerja math untuk budak sekolah rendah. Buat latihan sikit. Otak dah karat! Memang handle numbers masa buat kerja tapi for some weird reason, calculation cikai pun pakai kalkulator!!

Right, nak baliklah. Kat Magna Square, Seri Serdang ni. Datang sini pun pasal nak print tiket MTeST (BESO tiketnya) Pasni singgah bakery carik kek, pastu carik buku kerja math ngan alat tulis. Nak beli pensil 2b. Nak beli stabilo exam gradelah. Saja je menggatal...

No weekends

Training on letter writing and pretty much things on our grammar and phrasings...

Thus, a boring day. In the end, you either get or don't get the license for letter writing. Leceh betul.

Last Friday, took halfday with my colleague and went to see.... Madagascar.

Animation cantik. Backdrop outstanding. Tapi jalan citer boring. The lemurs were awafully cute tho - the real stars. But Ben Stiller doesn't sound like Ben Stiller O_o!

Anyhow, the main thing since I last made an update is the subject of my car. I already went to check it out. Wira Sedan 1.5 1999. Old stuff in blue. Not my dream car but it look good. I am excited about it, can't wait to drive it! Got nice sound system ^____^ very happy! I still need to wait for the bank to call me for some financing 'interview' harap harap takde masalah. I seriously am sick and tired of driving my brother's car while he braved the elements on his kapchai.

I am also waiting for my sister's soon to be mine laptop. She took it with her back to Sarawak coz she want to get it fix at the dealer in KK. Gonna get new battery and A drive. I wonder if I really need an A drive. Mebbe I should get a zip or a jazz instead. Mengada-ngadalah pulak!

Its all about the storage, babey!!!!

Also, finally got myself an ASB account or whatchamicallit. Kena belajar menyimpan dengan consistent. The dividend is quite good but takleh buat makan and belajar dan sebagainya tapi maknanya boleh melancong, melancong dan MELANCONG!!!! YEAH!!!

Meh... 45 mins brake almost up! Have to go now.

Mwehehe! Hot ain't it? Comes in with Final Fantasy XII. I WANT!!!! 

FINAL FANTASY XII

An experience on any Final Fantasy Games would always be good. But it can also be very complicated. I can never play an FF game without a guide. Heard that this one will be delayed. Nak sangat!!!

Tido, tido, tido

Came home late again... such dedication! Supper at mamak's and then got home. Slept... and slept and slept. Woke up at 12.00 noon. Then start to plan another day ahead at work. How annoyingly simple.

Yesterday, my collegue said "Hey, you look nice today," much to my dismay. I don't know how to take that kind of compliments. So I told him "Hey, you are out of character. Please stop."

Then another colleague who works in another team shouted out "Sou desu ka" to my *points up* colleague while he was asking for help about some work matter. Well noted that he speaks a little Japanese.

Breakfast was sushi. No kidding. But taste a little like plastic as it was in the fridge until my sister took it out. In within one hour, I'm having lunch - char kuey teow which my sister in law cooked which needs some soy sauce - tawar.

Also colouring my hair. Uhm, my sister does it for me. Colour : Brown Black. Yeah. My hair is Brown Black but I also have white hair. At tender age of 24 *sigh*

Dunno what to write. Oh yeah, my sister going to take this laptop home. She hasn't buy the new one and she needs this one as the wazir sekolah is coming to her school. She said she will get a new battery and A drive before giving it to me *sad* I'll be disconnected for another how many months after this.

Actress Anne Bancroft Dies at Age 73 . Remember her the most as a centenarian for "Oldest Living Confederate Widow Tells All."

JENG JENG JENG!!!!!!

Kat Gunung Kinabalu. Mwahhaahahah!!! Ngancam tak pose my sister? Yeah, camera love her ^_^

Kak Wana and my sister... yes, the one with the fatal pose! 

Aku seorang macai...

Hari ni macam gam..... Seperti biasa kerja seperti tuuuuuut. Dapat sorang customer yang membebel dengan self righteousnya. Macam bodoh sangat dan aku buat bodoh lagi, cakap, yes, yes. Ahuh. I do understand. Yes, I understand. We do apologise for the delay. Yes....

Bengong.

Pastu aku juga telah mempassing voucher to credit customer account for 2000.00 pounds. Ko kira balik ke MYR, berapa tu? Whatever.

Balik lambat pulak lepas tu...

*sigh*

Hidup berkisar tentang kerja. I missed my menanam anggur days when life is more free and all you will worry about is money. Now you worry about money, money and money. Before you have money, you worry about all the basic things in life. But when you do have money, you worry about all the things you desire so you worry more about money. Kweng kweng kweng~~~~

Ngantuk. Nak tido!

Photo Session

I'm supposed to be sleeping but cannot sleep >_<;

So, uploaded a bunch of old pics found on my sister laptop. Things taken circa 2002-2003, when life was good and free. I'm the bigger, darker one in the photos. My sister the less big, lighter one.

1. Mt. Kinabalu - gorgeous. I want to go there again. Never scaled the moutain itself, but everything about that place is gorgeous.

2. Lahad Datu - our final point in a crazy roadtrip. It was rather unplanned... rather pointless. But it was a whole load of fun! The photo was at the airport. We were trying to find something that says Lahad Datu and that airport is it. If you read the sign at the back closely, it reads : "Pejabat Pengurusan Lapangan Terbang Lahad Datu"

3. Sundar - My sister and I at school. I used to be a temporary teacher there for a couple of months. On and off. Got funny memories there which I may write down in here one day.

4. Graduation UPM - my sister's graduation photo. I was only in my 1st year but our parents thought it would be a cute idea. I was pretty reluctant because I'm not sure I could even graduate (I suck at my studies -_-;) but now I'm glad I took it.

Mt. Kinabalu. I want to go there again! 

Lahad Datu airport. Haha! Crazy roadtrip. Just for the heck of it. 

Once upon a time, I was a temp at my sister's school.  

My sister's graduation. I was in my 1st year at UPM myself.  

An unsuccesful weekend.

First off, the trip to Sg. Tekala. We changed plan and decided to go to either Sg. Gabai or Sg. Congkak. Unfortunately, I cannot remember how to get there because the last time we did was last year. But I generally know how to get there from Semenyih. But mom suggested we head there from Balakong. So we did set off to Balakong but I missed an intersection and I ended up driving the whole lenght of SILK highway to Semenyih. From Semenyih I drove all the way to Semenyih Dam (passed Sg. Tekala which was the initial plan but the place was so damn packed, we decided to head to Sg. Gabai or Sg. Congkak) But lo, I got myself into a wrong turn and got myself totally confused and ended up feeling so pissed off. It was quite tiring. It took the whole 2 hours driving, being lost and retracing our way back to Sg. Tekala because I was sick of making wrong turns.

And the place was packed! The river was pathetic. Children were enjoying themselves but no self respecting adult would go into that water because it is very shallow. Instead of mandi sungai, I sat down munching away on sandwich and nasi bungkus. Geram, geram, geram! Plus my painful back, it was quite frustrating. Good thing I bought Ranma 1/2 no. 34 on the way to get there.

Funny stuff. Especially the episode where Ranma had to follow his mother and Akane to get himself a pair of bra.

We didn't spend a long time at Sg. Tekala. About 2 hours then we packed up for home. Ikut SILK highway because my back was killing me, no way I will drive through Kajang. Got home and slept the remaining of the afternoon away.

The plan was also to send my brother off to KLIA earlier this evening but my other brother was sending him off so I didn't bother to get up. The sleep was wonderful.

*sigh* Next Sunday my sister will be flying back to Sarawak. I'm working the whole week and on Saturday, there is a wedding to attend. That will consume the whole day since it is quite a drive away. Its just sad that this time around we couldn't do a lot of things we love.

Dinner was Maggi Kari and entertainment was, 2 players mode games on PS2: The Simpson's Road Rage, Bust-a-Move and Katamari Damacy. Also let my sister watch Gokusen, the anime. About a rookie teacher that teaches in a problematic all boys school. Its cool because she's not really just any other teacher but also hides a secret - she's next in line to head her Yakuza family. That is for you who never heard of it since there's also Manga and Dorama (2 seasons)

Esok nak melawat pusara ayah, so I need to sleep now.

Wani? NO! The the kitten we found? Sort of. 

So much for my plan

I woke up to a rainy morning and a very sick sister. There goes the plan. Instead of heading to Sungai Tekala (mandi sungai) or Sunway Pyramid (bowling), I ended up sending my sister to the clinic.

Mo~~~~~ nan da yo???????

Hopefully, things will work out better tomorrow.

However, something good did happened today! We found a kitten and decided to adopt it. A cute kitten who looked really puzzled as we drive back home.

And also, some talk about car. My sister going to prepare the downpayment and my brother will arrange for the loan as well as getting the car itself. I'm pretty lazy where it comes to make such a decision in my life, especially when there's my siblings in the picture. I tend to be very dependent when they're around. Maybe because being a last child or maybe I don't want to be blamed for making stupid decision in the future, so I decided to let them take half of the responsibility.

I told them all I know, its a Wira Aeroback, 1.5 manual and I should only pay around MYR400 a month. I don't care about colour, but the car should be in good condition and accident free.

Heh hehe, I cannot wait!

And also, my sister said she will give me this laptop to me ~ I'm not complaining. I'm very excited in fact. I'm getting things!!!

Frust menonggeng

My AMO told me I can't take my leave next week. Well, me and Anita. He is the middle man, the one who giveth the bad news... so can't really scream at him. He looked really guilty... especially to Anita since it was at the very last minute (Friday night, 9.30pm) Mental.

I knew it gonna happen. All this talk about cross training. Cross training, cross training. But why next week. I know we are working UK time, but can't they consider a couple of things about being Malaysians, like school holidays and such?

Huh, so, sapa gatal sangat nak kerja kat situ?

Huh, so... just because we agreed working there, does that mean we are doomed to be lembu, working non stop and not allowed to take leaves that we've applied for weeks ago?

So depressing, so frustrating.

Work load will double next week. Imagine that. No leave and double work load. Phew! Peachy life!

~planning a picnic tomorrow. Since no leave next week, have to make the most of it while my sister is here. Next time aku ambik leave and they give another of these shits, I'll seriously go bonkers.